While I watched this episode, I already knew Alfred was going to die in a car accident (from opening themevideo, episode preview and thanks to someone who spoilt it for me before I even started the series *cough*Metal*cough* -__-. I guess having this thought in mind I didn’t feel as sad as I had initially thought I would because somehow I felt ‘prepared’ for it. There were also heaps of foreshadow in this episode like the car accident at the beginning of the episode and how Alfred didn’t stop for many red-traffic lights. Through those instances I kept thinking ‘Stop doing that Alfred, you’re going to get yourself killed!! =(‘ I think the sadness from the whole situation is when you sit back and reflect on those thoughts..those ‘what if’ moments and the things Raymond and Linda have been writing in their diaries..what they were thinking ..how they felt…wanting to tell the other, and you think about all the things Raymond has done for her..all the sweet moments.. hoping they can be together again..hoping she can forgive him..and the thing was, she was touched and wanted to forgive him!…she sent him an email with so many “I forgive you!” messages…but he never got know… =(
When Yoyo went to see Linda, she kept asking Linda to forgive Raymond. At that point I was really annoyed at her because Linda hasn’t even forgiven her, so who is she to ask Linda to forgive Raymond? After awhile though, through their talk I found myself slowly forgiving Yoyo and she did managed to convince Linda at the end..just too bad it was a bit late..
He used his last few words to help Linda with her court case…I really wanted (and thought he would) ask for her forgiveness, but he was so selfless! Up to his last minute he wanted her to happy..he didn’t want to hear her cry T_T or feel sad for him..He lied to her that he has to concentrate on his driving and that he’ll call her when he gets home..!!!…their love story is so tragic..